How does it feel to have poeple that are sexually attracted to you? 

I am not a virgin. Lets get that out of the way right of the bat. I just sometimes wonder how the “man-whores” (what we other men like to call the lucky guys) can get laid at the push of a button, and then people like me, who in not unattractive, seem to strugle their dicks off. 

My my best friend / man crush, is like this, he has like 5 girls always ready to fuck him, he is currently on a clean streak from having sex…because he feels it got out of hand!! OMG…being a bitch much? 

Anyway, I guess my main problem is that I have strugles with going on dates and so forth because I kinda feel like I would “Cheat on” Jim, my best friend, because although he has a strick “no-sex” rule, we are basicly in a high fucntioning super emotional commited relationship. 

This above mentioned fact is a very big problem for me, because I either need to figure a way out to fuck this guy, or I probably need to get out of the friendship, and I don’t really want to do that. So I am kinda fucked. 

I got abit side tracked, my point is why are all people not bi sexual? Like I know the whole “we have to repopulate and thus being gay is wrong” but god dammit, I don’t want too marry a man, I just want to have some good old school fucking SEX!! Its litrally the best time past? Why not? “Uhm what are we gonna do now, man?” “I dont know lets fuck?” Boom clothes off have some rocking sex for 2 or 3 hours and go smoke a joint and play some call of duty? 

Is that too much to ask? If you have ever experimented with the same sex, you know its fun, and enjoyable? Yes its awkward at first, and what what but christ…He can cry (Littrally) on my shoulders…but no sex…

Anyway, if anybody in the world actually reads this, lemme know what you think!👇✍



Why is it that we live in a world where people feel more convertoble sharing their feelings online and with psycologist than our frieds. Especially people from 1ste world counties such as the US and Europe?

Why is it that I can’t have tattoo’s and still have a corporate job? 

Why isit that we live in a world where attractions is controled and certian forms of it frowned upon? 

Why isit that goverment gets to have a say in well anything? Why can’t we just have a app where every big decision that they make we have to vote for first? Not the senate not the house of representatives ,us?

Why do we still follow the rules? 

Why can’t I have a police officer to arrest me that works for the party I voted for? Why do we allow fat, dumb, lazy people to join the police? Why is police training only 6 months long? 

How come I have too get 60% avg in high school to go study? When the school system is soo boring and mechanical you learn almost nothing you cant learn in random converstation? I have too pay for university if I turn out too be to dumb for it, then its my loss? 

Why do we worship people? And celebrities, that shape our culture in bad bad fucking ways? 

If you have awnsers to any of my questions please leave them in the comments below? 


Job seeking.

Probably the shitest thing to do is to acctually walk into companies and go ask for work. The level of rejection is crazy. 

I have spent the last 2 weeks actively looking for work, and it seems that nobody is hireing or you have to have a degree or at least 5 years experience. 

I don’t have a degree, because unfortuantly if I could afford one, I wouldn’t be looking for a sales jobs. I have experience but like I said nobody is hireing. What is a man to do? 

I thought about selling my body, but I feel I am not quite there yet. I tried useing my skills (Photography and Web Design) to work for myself, but people will rather use huge companies where there is no personal touch than give a brother a chance.

Our goverment has created a system where if your a white young male form the “lower” middle class you will fail and it sickens me to my core. Im hardworking, Im loyal, Im smart and experienced, but because of the BEE law companies have too hire previocly disabled people…

Its been 22 FUCKING YEARS!!!!! My generations had nothing to do with Apartheid yet we still suffer? Why am I suppose to pay for my “fathers” sins. And even worse than that I grew up in a liberal home, we are not raseist, my father was called Mandela in University due to his public disaproval of the Apartheid reigime. To put it into perspective for American or European readers, it would be like calling somebody Bin laden, Cuz the goverment considered him a terrorist as mush as yours considered Bin Landen a terrorist. 

Now 20 years later the young black population are burning down universities, saying we have “white privilage” and they want free education…I have no privilage, I cant find a job, my parents can’t afford university, I dont have a car, and Im generally poor. I had nothing to do with apartheid and I am not raceist.

I believe in equal right, not special rights, and if you think you have the right too burn down universities because you want free education YOU desirve to be exieled from this country!

Kinda beside the point I know. But I had too make this point. I hope too find a job soon, other wise my contribution to the world will be mute and I will be forced too end this iritation we call fucking “life”

Tell me your strugles, and what you did to start find a job, cuz clearly in not doing it right? 👇

Fuckit : The start of every great story.

We use fuckit before the start of every great story most of us have, we’ve all seen the 9gag images and we’ve all done drugs. This is why I believe the Fuckit mentality is a good one too have.

As you can read in my Bio, I am bi, I said fuckit just before I slept with another man for the first time, and god help me I’ve never looked back. 

Sex is fun, sex with the same sex is fun, we all should do it in my eye and fuck anybody who tells you its “wrong”. 

I do have a small problem with gay men and woman who say that they are not turned on at all by the oppisite sex but we’ll leave that for another day. 

DRUGS! All though there are some drugs that you just shouldn’t take (i.e heroin, meth some russian drug called krokodil and so forth) most of them are fun and also in reality and if taken in moderation harmless. 

Ive had great experiences with drugs (Ive had a few bad ones as well) and every single time the trip wears off I sit there thinking WHY THE FUCK DID THEY TELL ME IT WAS BAD. 

Going on random vacations or moving to other countries is also something I have used “fuckit” for, and although it ends up a really bad mess sometimes, you always come back with great memories, new friends, and a understanding of a new culture.

I mainly wrote this because Im still waiting at the casting thing for the sence we have too start too shoot, but thats my 2 cents on fuckit. 
Tell me what you have done after a fuckit in the comment 👇